Vampires

I wish sometimes that vampires where real for two reasons. Those being that they would be very interesting to study as a species and second I would like to be one! So I have come to the conclusion that in my next life I would like to be a vampire. They are always very sexy with beautiful eyes and the sharp teeth look is rather awesome. Of course the whole drinking blood and all that jazz does not sound very intriguing, but I suppose I would get used to that. I kind of like the daylight and in most stories they can not be in the sun, but I could live with the complete darkness. Then there is the awesome fact that I would be immortal. And the control they have is beyond thrilling to me. I have always been one to like having control in a situation. Plus nobody messes with a vampire!

New Girl in Town

I have not really had to make new friends since I was a little girl. All the new friends in my lifetime came from meeting them through the old friends. So being in a state where you know absolutely nobody but your dog, it becomes kinda lonely. I dont even know how to go about meeting people to be friends with. I dont drink so i cant go pick up friends at a bar, if that even was an option (giggles). So what am i supposed to go to the mall or somewhere and scream "hey who wants to hang out and be my friend?" I feel like maybe I will meet some people when I start school, but what if I don't? I am kinda shy when it comes to strangers, so I can't see myself takling to them. Perhaps I should fly Sarah here and she can go find me some friends because she is very outgoing and has no problems with talking to strangers. My husband trys to hook me up with his millitary buddies wives, but the ones he has given my number to just don't seem like girls I would hang out with. I guess I really can't be picky right now can I? This is crazy! I could put an add in the paper "crazy new girl from texas looking to meet nice girls to befriend". (I promise im not crazy)

Television

A new Grey's Anatomy comes on tonight. I am so very excited about that. I have watched the show since the first episode came on and loved it. It might have something to do with Patrick Dempsey (Dr. McDreamy) being a main character. He is so super sexy, but it really is an awesome show.


My old favorite show was Friends. I was so upset when they stopped making that show. I still watch the re-runs all the time and laugh just as hard as if i was watching them for the first time. I just really hate all the reality shows they come out with now.

I are smart

I am trying to get a job here in the wonderful state of Colorado and it is very aggravating. I told myself I was not going to wait tables anymore, but it is just so easy to get a job as a waitress. I am getting very bored with sitting at home and having nothing to do. So I went and applied at a restaurant and had to go back today to take a what the manager said was a personality test. What he did not tell me was that the first part of it was like a college exam. It had math/algebra questions, which I suck at, hence the reason for taking pre-algebra this school semester. It also had a bunch of questions asking the definitions and meanings of words I have never heard of. If you know me you know I stink at the english language, I like to think of my vocabulary as more of a gangster kind of hillbilly slang. So you can imagine my shock when I realized I probably should have studied for this pop quiz that had nothing to do with my waitressing skills. It had a personality part on there as well, which I knew was the easy part of the test. I turned in my so called exam and in shock found out I passed. There must have been some kind of switch made by accident because I had to guess on some of those crazy hardcore college level questions! So now we will see by the end of the week if he needs another waitress on his wonderfully over educated staff.

Can't afford to be educated?

I had to go buy my book for the classes I'm taking this semester and holy crap! They are so expensive. Some I could buy used but one of them I couldn't buy used and at the end of the class I can't sell it. After all the help I'm getting for college I end up paying more for my books than I do my tuition. I better be one smart cookie when I'm finished with my degree.

Snow

There hasn't been a real snow since I moved to Colorado till yesterday. It started yesterday evening and this morning when i woke up the ground was completely covered and so was my car. I took skittles out to go potty and she almost disapeared in it, but she loves it. Skittles just wanted to run through it! Snow is so beautiful when its fresh, it looks like millions of diamonds on the ground. Then I had to go to the grocery store and I have never driven in it before so that was a little scary. Thank god the grocery store is onle a few blocks away. I did really good and kept my speed at 30 the whole time. I just wish that COlt was home so we could make a snow man or snow angels together. (&& a snowball fight of course) Well I hope everybody stays warm.

True Love

I used to watch romance movies or read romance novels and wonder if my life would ever be like that. Then I met the man I call my husband and now I wonder how I survived before him. He makes me smile more than I ever remember smiling before, and I have never loved anything or anyone as much as I love him. Sure we have our differences, what couple doesn't, but at the end of the day I know in my heart that my world would crumble without him. I look in to the future and I'm not sure of many things except that he is there. He is sweet, charming, romantic, funny, and on top of all that he is sexy. I feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world. I thank god everyday that I have found this kind of love that I only thought existed in fairy tails. Sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve such a great man. I love him with everything in me, he truly is my soul mate. So now I watch romance movies and feel bad that there are some people out there who will never experience what me and Colt have because they are so distracted that they don't really open their eyes to see that it is right there in front of them. Thank you Colt for making my life perfect, your my penguin.

Skittle Biskit

I have this dog names Skittle Biskit, but I just call her Skittles. Me and Sarah bought her when we lived together and she became my dog so I took her when I moved out. I'm so thankful for her, she is like my child. Anytime I'm sad/crying she has to be right there in my lap, I think its her way of trying to help. She can be the biggest retard sometimes, but I guess that's just her personality. Skittles is very spoiled by me and everybody who has met her falls in love instantly. Recently I got this basket to put all her toys in, and I have noticed when she is done playing with a toy she puts it back in the basket where it belongs. When I saw this I thought, wow my dog is a genius, but if you ask her to go get her toy she has no clue what you are talking about. So I don't think she is all that smart, she is just a neat freak like me. I honestly don't think I could have made the big move without her, she keeps me sane most of the time. I love her so much.

Besties

I have had the same best friend ever since I can remember, but four years ago she moved far away. Naturally that didn't stop her from being my bestie, we still talked all the time and shared our secrets. Then I met another girl who became my best friend in a different way, in a way that nobody ever has. This girl worries about me, helps me when I'm hurting or when I'm angry. So I thought what a lucky girl I was having two awesome best friends. Then when a huge step in my life came for me to take the only one there for me was my newest found bestie. I tried to reach out to the one that has been there since I was young. but she was nowhere to be found. I have become so confused as to what it was that made her not care about me....about us! I want a friend to care not because she is obligated to, but because she actually does care. So I realized that even though me and my first ever best friend share a wonderful past that she for some reason has drifted away from my future. It hurts in so many ways because I love her to no end and I owe her in so many ways, but I guess that time has come to say goodbye to my past. I don't feel I'm replacing her with the the best friend I have come to love now, I just think that I have found another best friend who is attached to my future and knows who I am now and who I want to be.